i don't know why, today i feel this maad maad feeling -_- its like pak syahrir just put a million question test on my table and then tell me to finish it on a second. i don't know why, but this kept happening since i'm in 9d. it reallly burns and it can just went away in three seconds. but with no reasons too. why oh why this kept happening to me -__- i wish there was a cure of this, so this feeling can magically disapear, but i know it can't so i can only leave it be. and let it suck the insides of me out. i wish i have superman, maybe if i had him, i would be kinda better. i think though. its like my life is spiralling downwards. which is worst then not moving at all. i wish i can go inside youre mind and explore your gross thoughts and feelings. i know that would be weird but that's the only way that i can be calm and know for sure. even though sometimes the truth ain't sp sweet, but i really can appreciate the effort. i won't blame you if you don't think of me at all. i won't blame you if you don't know my name at all. i really won't. cause i can face the fact that i don't this to keep you far far away.
@__@ what the hell did i wrote? :|
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