i feel screwed

the "freshman" pressure is finnaly getting in to me. the way i feel when i'm walking alone and feeling like hundreds of people are staring at me just makes me feel nausea and scared. it gets even worst when i have to walk in the canteen. the place is so small, and everybody have cramp at eachother just to get food. its pretty worthed though. the have nice food. yet, why cant the tradiotions of cramping to each other change? why cant someone do something about that? its been YEARS. but no one is doing something about it. damn it. i thought were that great school where the kids aspirations came to life. i am thankful in our school with the air conditioner and all of that, but why do we have 4 air conditioner in one class yet a crampie canteen. thats sooooooo not logical right?