wai wai wai oh wai

i'm on a sucky mood right now. in a mood swing diffrerent from no others. its painfull. yet i'm so full of sorrow i would time blogger.com and write about it haha. its not quite a pain. but some kind of unsecureness? no thats not the word. so anywaaaay it leaves this certain gap in my "heart" which leads to an unconditional mood and somewhat makes me talk mean -_- ive been talking not straight to the people that i care about the most. i dont really know what to do. it burns to the tip of my stomach in the end of the day when i think it all back. like i'm feeling a regret about something that i didnt do intentionally -___- maybe its puberty? oh i dont know -_-