have you ever experienced that feeling of disappointment and uselessness? i know i just did. it feels like i just lost an insanely vital thing in my life. and like hell yeah, it hurts.
i recently just gain a grade. so yaaay i'm closer and closer to college now! in this new class there are somewhat the awkwardness of having an opinion. i dont know why, but i'm somewhat scared of raising my hands and ask something. its like one of those feelings where youre really scared of people judging you and literally got left behind if you actually consider it. i know its so damn complicated -_- compared to my relationship problem this is still in level novice.
The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
back to topic. from now, i have to literally make two essays. first is for the speech contest, and second is for the karya ilmiah contest which i still dont know the deadline yet so yeah.
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